I love being with my boyfriend. He makes me feel safe and loved.

Honestly, I don’t even know what to do anymore. I question why I’m with you sometimes. Some are good and some are bad, but I’ve just been stuck in the middle. You ignore me, you treat me like I’m not even your girlfriend, and even when we are together you are always being sarcastic. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m going crazy and I feel like I’m not ready for a relationship, but at the same time I don’t want to lose you. Sometimes I just want to ask you if you even like me or are you using me just to be with a girl. I just don’t know. I’m having mixed feelings about everything, especially you.